My Painful Experience

This afternoon before iftar, I'm going to Shinjuku to take a bus to Hiroshima, my second hometown!wooohooo Semoga pergi dan balik selamat je xd pape..aminn

The otherday, I fainted several times in train station. I was going back home after went to school and my Ikebana teachers' to returned back a book that I borrowed from her. When I was in train, I felt sleepy suddenly,　gave some yawn, felt dizzy and I knew that I'm going to faint because this was not the first time it's happening. So I walked out from train, waited some seconds until it stops. I managed to went until my second last station where I had to change train somehow, and I thought I could make it until my last station. There was a waiting room there so I though I could rest there. So I naik escalator and hoped I can go till the exit but then........ Rasa macam tangga escalator yg bergigi2 tu kena kt muka n tangan. An I remembered that I was falling down the escalator stairs and a man kept say "危ないよ" or "watch out" but I was like "what is he talking about? and why am I falling down a stair, I took an escalator"

Then my become clear suddenly so I stood up and left the escalator as if nothing happened bila dah sampai atas. haha. It was about 20m to the waiting room and I tried to reach there as fast as I could but then again boooooom, I fainted, a few seconds later I woke up again, tried to walk to exit then booom, but this time a lady came to me and I went to the side before I faint. cari spot utk nak pengsan secara tenang.hehe When I was sitting against a wall there, I heard that lady and a pakcik called some station staffs so the staffs brought me inside their office. Oh and should I tell you that I fainted several times during that a few meters walk? lol.

There was a small room with a bed there, they told me to take rest as much as I want and they left me with a glass of water. I could feel that my body needs sugar and water, so I read the dua' "Allahumma lakasumtu(you continue it untill end, :p)" and　had the water. I slept about 30mins, say thank you to the staffs and went back home.

What I was impressed is that there were actually somebody cared about me, a weird-looking gaijin(foreigner in a little bit rude way to say) in this Tokyo. You know what I mean. Most Japanese try their best not to bother or say hi or even make an eye-contact to people that they know (ugh, sometime if they know you, they will try to avoid making an eye-contact so that they don't have to greet you, wt%). That's why I did not hesitate to sat in the station like a homeless person, I knew people will stare at me even if I was totally fine and being normal so I didn't care about what they will think of me when I was totally sick. But then, the lady and some other people (I heard some people ask me ok or not but I couldn't see them) asked me I'm ok or not and called the staffs.

One more thing, there was a female staff and a male staff when they came to take me inside of their office. When we got there, the male staff called another female staff to hold me the other side. Em I mean, so that both of staffs that hold me are female. cam die care yang sbb sy ni ppuan, biar ppuan yg pgg sy. How thoughtful, isn't it?


And the reason why I bla blaing about my fainting experience is that this evening I'm gonna take train, quite long, about 30mins, before iftar and I'm a little bit afraid that I might fell again. It's just a little bit traumatic about trains because the last time I fainted last year, it was in a train to Shinjuku too. :( hmmmmmmm

Due to that precious(huh?) experience, I got few bruises on my hands and body, it hurts when I want to sleep. :(((

Ok enough for today. I'm going to a vacation, so please wait for the picture I take there!
and happy fasting<3