Wednesday, March 30, 2011

hati berbelah

I already bought a ticket to returning to Japan, it's on 13th April. Since the flight is at night, I will only able to be in Tokyo at afternoon. What makes me worry is I have a lot of things to be settle, tons of bills to pay, and plus all school things to be done. :(
Yesterday I checked 2ch, it is a huge site, people will write so many info on it, and you got to decide which info is worth to trust and which is not. I checked some pages for penghuni Tokyo, and some of them said that Tokyo is not safe because the water is contaminated and some new substance were found from soil around Fukushima daiichi and that thing can travel so fast by wind due to it's weight and can destroy whole Japan by only 5 sugar cube size. Of course there are some of them said that Tokyo is still safe, water is not safe to small kids only, it won't affect us adults. About the substance, it is safe if you wear a mask whenever you are going out. The substance can make 1 from 100 people die, half of them get cancer. Then one guy/girl say "hey, we Japanese, half of us will die of cancer so what the difference? Let's live a good life before we die!". Haha true! We will die eventually so why are you so afraid of it? Maybe people (include me) scared from this disaster, nuclear plan one and not earthquake, is because people hate something they don't know or can't see and something painful. Cancer is painful and radiation cannot be seen by our eyes and it will takes years to discover it's effect.

However, I decided to not to worry about the radiation or water or veg (though I will not consume vegs from Fukui, sorry Fukui people,:'( , I will live my life everyday thanking for Allah for what He has gave to me, reach my fullest potential and yeah, I will be happy then, insyaallah. =D

Oh nono, I don't wanna write about it anymore because I don't read that much about radiation thing and it's just not my kepakaran. So I'm gonna write about me, what's on my mind.

Like I said it in early part of this entry, I have a lot of things to do. Memang kalau ikutkan hati, nak balik cepat lah untuk selesaikan bill, hutang, hal university, hal kursus lagi. I ada join satu NGO, die hantar international students like me to japanese local schools and let us talk about our country. However since they give some money to us for that,so I feel like it's a big amanah, a job, and like I am representing my country and my religion too. If I did something not professional like forgetting the date for kursus or come late, I'm humiliating myself and all what I represent for. Tak nak la cmtu kan. :(
Nak dijadikan ceritanya. hari ni dorg tu hantar email, reminder for those haven't sent resume and edited version of module. The problem is I can't receive the form for resume (I TERbuang and I have to get a new one) because I was away from Japan quite long and when I returned in 14march, it was chaos by the earthquake, and now I'm in Malaysia. 16 ni ada kursus and takut saya patut bawak benda2 yg dia nak tu time tu, tapi camne laaaaa saya nak sediakan semua tu kalau saya sampai rumah pun petang 14? waaaaaa pening2! nasi dah jadi bubur sekarang, sebab saya dah beli tiket, tiket murah yang tak leh tukar tarikh, so tak guna pun kalau saya berangan "kalaulah saya dapat selesaikan semua hal, kalaulah saya tak balik Malaysia hari tu". Lagi pun I have to pack my stuff here, we are going to move to our new house!

Therefore, what I have to do now is;
1. Pack my stuff untuk pindah
2. Eat malaysian food ( eh nak makan lagi?tak cukup tembam ke?lol)
3. List up what I have to settle sebaik sahaja mendarat di Narita tu
4. Enjoy my free time because I will miss it for sure, I will have to go to uni for 6days a week starting from middle of May, and I'm going to learn new language, Spanish and continue my study in French, insyaAllah.:) Plus I will be one of AJK for big event for our discussion club in June. Wow this semester will be soooo hectic but I will enjoy it!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Bawal VS Shawl

Sangat bosan dan tertekan, sebab tak de kerja untuk buatkan.
Jadi saya nak wat entry macam selalu orang lain buat kat blog dia. Nak upload gambar, tak dapat. :(
Sekarang, satu-satunya perkara yang membuatkan saya seronok menantikan hari esok dan seterusya untuk 2,3hari adalah pack from online shop yang saya order. Saya ada beli 3 helai, eh ke 4 helai ek? anyway, beberapa helai tudung/shawl, dan ia sangat berbeza dari koleksi tudung-tudung saya yang saya dah ada sekarang ni. yeay! Biasalah perempuan, suka benda-benda yang cantik. hihi tak zuhud-zuhud lagi saya ni,:p

Cakap pasal tudung, ada beberapa  benda yang saya rasa sangat funny dari dulu. Iaitu orang yang rasa diri sangat HOT hanya sebab dia pakai tudung jenis rectangle aka shawl. Yeah I wear shawl too but I just can't tahan nak gelak bila ad minah yang fikir orang yang tak pakai selendang, yang still pakai tudung bawal tu ketinggalan zaman dan memang patut dipandang dengan pandangan kasihan.


Ada jugak golongan sebaliknya, I call them geng bawal dan awning sebab selalunya mereka ni kawan baik. Mereka ni tak senang dengan kemunculan geng shawl atau yang lain yang mula pakai tudung jenis yang tak common di Malaysia. Saya perasan benda ni time melompat-lompat dari blog org len ke org len. Saya suka Hana Tajima, so cam tertarik untuk membaca ada satu artikel yang ditulis time dia dengan Yuna ada buat acara Maysaa kt Malaysia. Apa yang membuatkan saya nak gelak guling-guling, bukan pasal artikel di blog gossip yang hangat tu. Tapi comment2 readers yang mengutuk Yuna dan Hana sebab diorang pakai tudung yang tak common di sini. Ala yang selendang lilit2, ad drapes sume tu. Ada readers yang cakap nampak hudus sebab pakai shawl nampak pipi tembam la, macam budak asrama yang lilit tuala untuk pegi tandas la, macam-macam.

Apa yang saya nak cakap di sini, apa niat kita pakai tudung ek? untuk tutup kepala, untuk tutup rambut, atau untuk tunjuk rasa kehambaan kita kepada yang Maha Esa dengan mematuhi arahan-Nya?
Allah suruh kita tutup aurat. Dengan gaya ape, Dia bagi pilihan untuk kita, asal labuh sampai ke bahagian dada. Nak pakai tudung bawal yang tak jarang boleh, nak pakai shawl yang leh tutup sampai bahagian dada boleh, nak pakai tuala boleh, nak pakai cadar ke alas meja pun boleh. Kita pakai tudung ikut cita rasa masing-masing, so tak payah la nak pandang rendah ke kutuk-kutuk orang lain kan kalau niat kita hanya satu, untuk mematuhi arahan Allah.

Kalau nak tegur, boleh. Contohnya kalau saya pakai topi yang menampakkan separuh dari rambut yang saya ada ke, kalau saya pakai selendang untuk balut kepala je tak tutup leher ke. Tegurlah,

 "yang, aurat awak masih terdedah la yang. I tak nak u masuk neraka."

Tak berani tegur takut tersalah pilih perkataan, buat dengan perbuatan pun boley.
Contohnya tolong masukkan rambut yang ternampak kt pipi ke dahi ke, atau tarik-tarik(dengan lembut ye, tunjuk ckit ciri-ciri gadis melayu yang kite ad ni!) selendang supaya cukup untuk tutup aset2. Then cakap la,

"Haa this is better" atau "Macam ni nampak lagi cun"

heee ni suma cara-cara yang saya akan suka kalau saya diberi teguran macam ni, tapi tak tau la orang lain camne kan. mesti geli geleman kalau yang jenis tak suka menunjuk atau ditunjuk kasih sayang. tapi saya suka!heeeeee   eh lari topik la pulakkk


Saya suka je tudung jenis bawal atau tudung empat segi sama, sebab nampak comel je ada lipatan kat tengah-tengah tu, yang kita tiup2 kalau ad budak nakal pegi kemekkan benda tu. Masalah saya, saya tak pandai sangat bentuk mende tu, memang zaman sekolah saya disasters la sebab memang kena pkai tudung jenis cmtu kan.Tapi sekarang lagi selalu pakai tudung jenis rectangle sebab tudung jenis ni tak payah nak wat bnda pyramid kt tengah dahi tu (eeeey how do you call that thing ea? yang korang lilin2 tu?), dan most of them tak payah gosok!heee tu je sebenarnya, tak payah gosok. Mane ad tudung bawal crumple yang tak yah gosok kan?(kalau ad, tell meeee okay!)


kesimpulannya, takyah rasa orang lain tu hina dari kita, dan tegurlah orang yang anda sayang dengan penuh kasih sayang~

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I'm Home!

I'm home, finally, safe and sound alhamdulillah.
I already had dinner with my dad, mom n two younger sis, and feel like so glad to be home.
Malaysia's weather is freaking hot and mosquito are annoying me but still I love Malaysia and I love to be at home. Ok, enough of that, I want to upload some of pic from my hard disc but just a little from them because I took so many pic and it will took a year to organize each of them and put water mark on it! So, for this time, I will upload pictures of flowers. Love flowers!


hmmmm however, internet line is not good here, I've been trying to update this post for 2 days but still tak berjaya lagi. :'( so rasenye my next update with pictures will be in April, when I go back to Japan and pay the bill.

Quite disappointed. Sabar je la..huhu

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

collection of heart warming stories from twitters

read it, you will cry. I did. :'(



Due to the current unstable situation, I could not update this blog but after this, I will upload a lot because I have TONS of pic from my vacation at europe.;)