Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Why I write in English
As always, thank you so much for spending your time to read my blog. I know my English grammar is terrible, but what I want to do here is not writing an essay to win a scholar for English but to share what I love to people who are kind enough to come to my blog and for my own recording.
I used to have a writing class with this one teacher, he adviced us to keep writing and don't erase anything before you finish writing it. Because it's kind of momentum thing, if you write a couple of sentences and go back to check its grammar, erased what's wrong, and make new sentences for each, then you will stop writing someday.
Same goes with talking. Is there any of you started to talk when you really had understand everything about grammar and stuff when you were a kid? No way! A child speaks without fearing about mistakes. And he or she will learn through mistakes he or she made and won't stop speaking. And so do I. I will not stop writing just because I'm not good in it yet. :)
So keep reading my blog and you watch it yourself wheter I improved or not by writing a blog!lol
Thank you for reading<3
movie review: Seven Pounds
Salam and hello, :)
It is a long week for me, even though it's just middle of week but I got a lot of appointments and things to do! It's already Wednesday but I didn't have time to go to gym yet. :(
Today I joined a meeting at Imperial Hotel in Hibiya, then did some makeup
shopping at Shinjuku(I'll upload it later about what I bought) and came homw quite early for these past few days. Then I realized that I haven't watched one of two DVDs that I borrowed from rental shop so I decided to watch it because I have to return in tomorrow. It's Seven Pounds, starred by Will Smith whom I like sooo much! By the way, the other DVD that I borrowed is Blood Diamond, quite strong but I still recommend you to watch it because it makes you to think a lot about Africa, inequalities, value of lives, and so on.
Back to the first movie, Seven Pounds, I picked it up without knowing how the story is so it was quite confusing for me to understand for first part. Actually I have to admit that I'm really easy to get drowned by emotions and I easily effected by others being hurt (that's why I said Blood Movie was too storong for me, the movie is full of violences). And it was really bad for me to watch a nice man being verbally abused by the main charactor which played by Will Smith. It was breaking my heart to watch him saying really bad words to a blind man. :'(
I would say that Ben is a really determined man, but I don't think that he should do what he did. He got so many people loves him, and I think by giving love and hopes to as many people as he can is enough to pay back what he did (well I know, how hard a person try it is not enought to replace what is lost from car accident victims' family) because he already regret what he did and try to be a good man. I don't know, I just couldn't hold my tears back when Emily met Ezra, I imagined how it was for her to seeing her beloved's eyes. :'(
I think people who are willing to and people who donated their organs are very brave and honorable. I know it is really a good thing to do but I'm not brave enought to sign for the donor card because yeah, I'm so scared of pain. But when I think about how beautiful is this dunya/world and how many people who haven't seen or really enjoyed it, I feel really bad for them that I, who was gifted so many things from Allah but never/haven't used His gift properly for maximum. Like, if you are going to die, but your organs could be used to help other people in this world, why don't you? Life is temporary, and we do not own anything here, even our eyes, heart, kidneys, lungs, everything is Allah's and we just borrowed them so why we refuse to give them back to Allah and help other people to live? I know all of that, but still I don't feel like I will do it because, hmmmmmmmm.......
I might make another entry for Blood Diamonds too later. ;)
See you soon! and thanks you for reading<3
It is a long week for me, even though it's just middle of week but I got a lot of appointments and things to do! It's already Wednesday but I didn't have time to go to gym yet. :(
Today I joined a meeting at Imperial Hotel in Hibiya, then did some makeup
shopping at Shinjuku(I'll upload it later about what I bought) and came homw quite early for these past few days. Then I realized that I haven't watched one of two DVDs that I borrowed from rental shop so I decided to watch it because I have to return in tomorrow. It's Seven Pounds, starred by Will Smith whom I like sooo much! By the way, the other DVD that I borrowed is Blood Diamond, quite strong but I still recommend you to watch it because it makes you to think a lot about Africa, inequalities, value of lives, and so on.
Back to the first movie, Seven Pounds, I picked it up without knowing how the story is so it was quite confusing for me to understand for first part. Actually I have to admit that I'm really easy to get drowned by emotions and I easily effected by others being hurt (that's why I said Blood Movie was too storong for me, the movie is full of violences). And it was really bad for me to watch a nice man being verbally abused by the main charactor which played by Will Smith. It was breaking my heart to watch him saying really bad words to a blind man. :'(
I would say that Ben is a really determined man, but I don't think that he should do what he did. He got so many people loves him, and I think by giving love and hopes to as many people as he can is enough to pay back what he did (well I know, how hard a person try it is not enought to replace what is lost from car accident victims' family) because he already regret what he did and try to be a good man. I don't know, I just couldn't hold my tears back when Emily met Ezra, I imagined how it was for her to seeing her beloved's eyes. :'(
I think people who are willing to and people who donated their organs are very brave and honorable. I know it is really a good thing to do but I'm not brave enought to sign for the donor card because yeah, I'm so scared of pain. But when I think about how beautiful is this dunya/world and how many people who haven't seen or really enjoyed it, I feel really bad for them that I, who was gifted so many things from Allah but never/haven't used His gift properly for maximum. Like, if you are going to die, but your organs could be used to help other people in this world, why don't you? Life is temporary, and we do not own anything here, even our eyes, heart, kidneys, lungs, everything is Allah's and we just borrowed them so why we refuse to give them back to Allah and help other people to live? I know all of that, but still I don't feel like I will do it because, hmmmmmmmm.......
I might make another entry for Blood Diamonds too later. ;)
See you soon! and thanks you for reading<3
Thursday, April 12, 2012
fake or natural?
just random.
situasi mcm kt bawah ni bukan sekali dua je yg blaku. =,=
A=kwn atau kenalan perempuan
S=sata
A: Eh cantik la kulit awk! Apa awk buat?
S: tak de apa-apalah.. saya biase2 je..
A: Alaaa share la~~
S: emm saya jarang cuci muka dgn sabun, klu cuci pun buihkan betul2 n basuh lembut2 jgn tonyeh2 dgn jari. toner dan pelembap jgn lupa, bila nk kuar rumah msti pakai sunblock, sblm tdo plak pki krim dan krim mata.
A: ish banyaknya step, takpe lah. I
kan bz. takde masa nak belek2 muka cm u.
duhhh~ kan? *roll-eyes*
ni versi len plak.
A: eh cantiknya kulit awk! berseri-seri!
S: takde lah.. biase2 je..
A: share la, kte pun nk kulit cmtu jgk!! tak baik tau kedekut ilmu..
S: hmm sy pakai base makeup yg ad sunscreen sekali, pki foundation Clinique, tutup hitam bwh mata dgn concealer MAC, pstu akhir sekali pki loose powder Laura Mercier.
A: Ah!makeup! no winder lah *jeling jijik*
hey apa dorg sbnrnya nak???
yg kes pertama tu, sy just
kongsi apa sy buat sbb dia tanya. dia xnk buat sbb malas, xpe lah tp xyah la nk ckp cm sy ni org jenis xd keje slain jaga kulit muka. cara pjagaan muka mmg bbeza ikut org, ad kwn sy try cara sy ni n alhamdulillah berkesan. kalau xd rasa utk baiki kulit muka sendiri, xyah la nk perlekehkan org len kan..
yg 2nd tu mmg ramai. mmg ramai yg aggp org cantik (eh i cantik ke lol) pakai makeup adalah tidak dikira sebagai cantik yang sah. kononnya tak "au naturale", kononnya "fake".
sy paham je konsep tabaruj sume tu kan. sy tau wanita tidak sepatutnya pakai mekup dgn niat utk tarik phatian org len, sama ada perhatian org laki atau org ppuan sndri. TAPI, sy just nak luahkan bpe banyak kata2 yg sangat mencucuk hati yg sy terima kalau saya tak pakai mekup. sy dari kecik mmg ad eye beg yg teruk. korg xcaya, cuba korg tgk sepupu sy yg umur 7thn, she gets enough sleep (of course, she doesn't have papers!) tapi still mmg pekat hitam kt bwh mata dia. fmly sy pun ramai mcm tu. dan org2 yg xtau psl sy, suka sgt ckp "eeey napa bwh mata u ni? u tak tido ke? teruknya!" or "eh awk ok ke ni? cm xsihat je"
korg tau tak betapa sedihnya bila org risau kita sakit la xtido la padahal kite absolutely fine on that day? sy mmg xsuka org ckp psl tu n sejak hbs spm, sy mmg suka sbb dpt pakai mekup tiap hari. so mmg sy rasa tak puas hati la bila org ckp org pki mekup ni bdosa sbb tabaruj la, gatal la utk goda lelaki
la. fffffff.
pernah satu hari tu saya ad join prog keagamaan. sy mcm teragak2 jgk utk truskan my morning routine tapi bila sy fikir kalau sy yakin apa niat saya dan yakin saya tak buat salah, apa saya nak takut, kalau apa saya buat ni salah, mesti akak-akak len boleh terangkan kat saya apa yg salahnya. so saya pun lepas basuh muka, pakai toner, krim dan sun block. masa belek2 muka tu, ad sorg kakak tu nmpk, tp dia kuar bilik air trus tak cakap apa-apa. pastu bila balik bilik utk kemas barang nak balik rumah, alak tu tanya "awk pki apa td?" sy ckp "sunblock, nti kne matahari. sy xnk kulit cancer atau kedut nanti, hehe" pstu akk tu cite(bukan kt sy sorg, kt sume yg satu bilik) :
"korg tau tak, lelaki ni bila tgok perempuan, dia tak tengok muka tau, dia tengok body. betul, aku dgr dr senior lelaki jgk. lagi2 breast. dorg tgk body, mula mmg dorg tak kisah, jnji ad body."
cmtu lah lbh krg dia ckp. sume mcm bising la kejap dgr cite tu kan. time tu dlm hati sy ad dua pkara:
1: apa jenis lelaki yg cite bnda mcm ni kt perempuan? takde maruah ke? sy tau ad rmi je "ustaz2" yg share cmne nak tau psl badan perempuan tanpa melihat badannya tp sy rasa org yg ckp psl bnda2 mcm ni depan wanita, dorg ni sangat takde maruah, tak senonoh, tak hormat wanita, dan tak menjaga aib dia.
2: so apa akk ni nk mksdkan sbnrnya? kononnya usaha sy utk pikat lelaki dgn menjaga kulit muka ni tak berbaloi sbb laki tgk breast?
mmg tak terkatakan?speechless!
mak saya cakap, Allah bagi kita tubuh badan yg sihat, kenapa kita tak nak jaga seelok-eloknya? tgk baby, ad ke baby penuh jerawat kt muka tu? apa salahnya kita luangkan masa sedikit utk cuci muka dgn cara betul, pakai sunblock utk lindungi kulit muka dari sinaran mentari yg merbahaya? (ha satu jenis lagi manusia yg sy xsuka, yg paksa sy kne jemur dgn matahari sbb kononnya matahari pagi baik utk kesihatan, huh! mana ada Tuhan tukar matahari lps tghari? sama je pancaran dia. klu ko nk, ko bjemur la sorg2 kt luar tu, im out!)
org yg ckp sy fake sbb sy pakai mekup tu, ok, sy tak kisah kalau korg rasa cantik tanpa sebarang mekup kt muka korg tu. tapi honestly i don't think so. korg fikir sy fake, itu pendapat korg kan? then pendapat saya ialah org yg langsung tak apply krim atau mekup atau apa2 kt muka, biasenya muka dorg nmpk dull. terasa? eh yg korg ckp i ni mcm ppuan yg penuh dosa sbb mgoda laki, igt i tak sedih ke?
org mcm ni biasanya ckp psl "natural beauty" la, "don't judge a book by its cover" la,i have a good personality la, then how come a person with "good personality" attack and judge me as a slut just because I use makeup? sy ad ramai kawan yg xmekup, dorg sume comei2 blako xd pun mcm org2 yg ske serang org mekup ni. dorg layan je sy kecoh2 psl kne matahari. xd masalah pun kita bkwn selama ni. tapi org2 yg ske pndg rndah hina jijik kt org pki mekup ni, mmg sy xphm. dorg rasa dorg lawa ke????? dgn perangai yg suka dengki kt org yg lbh berusaha utk jaga muka ni? klu dorg btul2 pcaya dgn natural beauty ni, spttnya dorg xyah la kecoh2 psl kita yg pki mekup. korg rasa korg lah yg plg lawa sebenarnya kan?
bagus lah go ahead.
sy belum pernah jumpa rakan2 sejiwa yg suka mekup ni, kutuk org yg tak suka mekup/jaga muka. kalau sebaliknya, mmg ramai. so sapa sebenarnya yg judge a person by look ni?
situasi mcm kt bawah ni bukan sekali dua je yg blaku. =,=
A=kwn atau kenalan perempuan
S=sata
A: Eh cantik la kulit awk! Apa awk buat?
S: tak de apa-apalah.. saya biase2 je..
A: Alaaa share la~~
S: emm saya jarang cuci muka dgn sabun, klu cuci pun buihkan betul2 n basuh lembut2 jgn tonyeh2 dgn jari. toner dan pelembap jgn lupa, bila nk kuar rumah msti pakai sunblock, sblm tdo plak pki krim dan krim mata.
A: ish banyaknya step, takpe lah. I
kan bz. takde masa nak belek2 muka cm u.
duhhh~ kan? *roll-eyes*
ni versi len plak.
A: eh cantiknya kulit awk! berseri-seri!
S: takde lah.. biase2 je..
A: share la, kte pun nk kulit cmtu jgk!! tak baik tau kedekut ilmu..
S: hmm sy pakai base makeup yg ad sunscreen sekali, pki foundation Clinique, tutup hitam bwh mata dgn concealer MAC, pstu akhir sekali pki loose powder Laura Mercier.
A: Ah!makeup! no winder lah *jeling jijik*
hey apa dorg sbnrnya nak???
yg kes pertama tu, sy just
kongsi apa sy buat sbb dia tanya. dia xnk buat sbb malas, xpe lah tp xyah la nk ckp cm sy ni org jenis xd keje slain jaga kulit muka. cara pjagaan muka mmg bbeza ikut org, ad kwn sy try cara sy ni n alhamdulillah berkesan. kalau xd rasa utk baiki kulit muka sendiri, xyah la nk perlekehkan org len kan..
yg 2nd tu mmg ramai. mmg ramai yg aggp org cantik (eh i cantik ke lol) pakai makeup adalah tidak dikira sebagai cantik yang sah. kononnya tak "au naturale", kononnya "fake".
sy paham je konsep tabaruj sume tu kan. sy tau wanita tidak sepatutnya pakai mekup dgn niat utk tarik phatian org len, sama ada perhatian org laki atau org ppuan sndri. TAPI, sy just nak luahkan bpe banyak kata2 yg sangat mencucuk hati yg sy terima kalau saya tak pakai mekup. sy dari kecik mmg ad eye beg yg teruk. korg xcaya, cuba korg tgk sepupu sy yg umur 7thn, she gets enough sleep (of course, she doesn't have papers!) tapi still mmg pekat hitam kt bwh mata dia. fmly sy pun ramai mcm tu. dan org2 yg xtau psl sy, suka sgt ckp "eeey napa bwh mata u ni? u tak tido ke? teruknya!" or "eh awk ok ke ni? cm xsihat je"
korg tau tak betapa sedihnya bila org risau kita sakit la xtido la padahal kite absolutely fine on that day? sy mmg xsuka org ckp psl tu n sejak hbs spm, sy mmg suka sbb dpt pakai mekup tiap hari. so mmg sy rasa tak puas hati la bila org ckp org pki mekup ni bdosa sbb tabaruj la, gatal la utk goda lelaki
la. fffffff.
pernah satu hari tu saya ad join prog keagamaan. sy mcm teragak2 jgk utk truskan my morning routine tapi bila sy fikir kalau sy yakin apa niat saya dan yakin saya tak buat salah, apa saya nak takut, kalau apa saya buat ni salah, mesti akak-akak len boleh terangkan kat saya apa yg salahnya. so saya pun lepas basuh muka, pakai toner, krim dan sun block. masa belek2 muka tu, ad sorg kakak tu nmpk, tp dia kuar bilik air trus tak cakap apa-apa. pastu bila balik bilik utk kemas barang nak balik rumah, alak tu tanya "awk pki apa td?" sy ckp "sunblock, nti kne matahari. sy xnk kulit cancer atau kedut nanti, hehe" pstu akk tu cite(bukan kt sy sorg, kt sume yg satu bilik) :
"korg tau tak, lelaki ni bila tgok perempuan, dia tak tengok muka tau, dia tengok body. betul, aku dgr dr senior lelaki jgk. lagi2 breast. dorg tgk body, mula mmg dorg tak kisah, jnji ad body."
cmtu lah lbh krg dia ckp. sume mcm bising la kejap dgr cite tu kan. time tu dlm hati sy ad dua pkara:
1: apa jenis lelaki yg cite bnda mcm ni kt perempuan? takde maruah ke? sy tau ad rmi je "ustaz2" yg share cmne nak tau psl badan perempuan tanpa melihat badannya tp sy rasa org yg ckp psl bnda2 mcm ni depan wanita, dorg ni sangat takde maruah, tak senonoh, tak hormat wanita, dan tak menjaga aib dia.
2: so apa akk ni nk mksdkan sbnrnya? kononnya usaha sy utk pikat lelaki dgn menjaga kulit muka ni tak berbaloi sbb laki tgk breast?
mmg tak terkatakan?speechless!
mak saya cakap, Allah bagi kita tubuh badan yg sihat, kenapa kita tak nak jaga seelok-eloknya? tgk baby, ad ke baby penuh jerawat kt muka tu? apa salahnya kita luangkan masa sedikit utk cuci muka dgn cara betul, pakai sunblock utk lindungi kulit muka dari sinaran mentari yg merbahaya? (ha satu jenis lagi manusia yg sy xsuka, yg paksa sy kne jemur dgn matahari sbb kononnya matahari pagi baik utk kesihatan, huh! mana ada Tuhan tukar matahari lps tghari? sama je pancaran dia. klu ko nk, ko bjemur la sorg2 kt luar tu, im out!)
org yg ckp sy fake sbb sy pakai mekup tu, ok, sy tak kisah kalau korg rasa cantik tanpa sebarang mekup kt muka korg tu. tapi honestly i don't think so. korg fikir sy fake, itu pendapat korg kan? then pendapat saya ialah org yg langsung tak apply krim atau mekup atau apa2 kt muka, biasenya muka dorg nmpk dull. terasa? eh yg korg ckp i ni mcm ppuan yg penuh dosa sbb mgoda laki, igt i tak sedih ke?
org mcm ni biasanya ckp psl "natural beauty" la, "don't judge a book by its cover" la,i have a good personality la, then how come a person with "good personality" attack and judge me as a slut just because I use makeup? sy ad ramai kawan yg xmekup, dorg sume comei2 blako xd pun mcm org2 yg ske serang org mekup ni. dorg layan je sy kecoh2 psl kne matahari. xd masalah pun kita bkwn selama ni. tapi org2 yg ske pndg rndah hina jijik kt org pki mekup ni, mmg sy xphm. dorg rasa dorg lawa ke????? dgn perangai yg suka dengki kt org yg lbh berusaha utk jaga muka ni? klu dorg btul2 pcaya dgn natural beauty ni, spttnya dorg xyah la kecoh2 psl kita yg pki mekup. korg rasa korg lah yg plg lawa sebenarnya kan?
bagus lah go ahead.
sy belum pernah jumpa rakan2 sejiwa yg suka mekup ni, kutuk org yg tak suka mekup/jaga muka. kalau sebaliknya, mmg ramai. so sapa sebenarnya yg judge a person by look ni?
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Another tsunami?
I saw many of my friends posted on FB and Twitter about another big earthquake in Indonesia.. My mom is now in Jakarta/Bandung, she is not in same island ad Aceh but still I'm so worry about. :'(
Be safe, people in Indonesia in Malaysia and anywhere near it. My prayer and thoughts are with you, my brothers and sisters.
Ya Allah please keep my mom safe. :'(
Be safe, people in Indonesia in Malaysia and anywhere near it. My prayer and thoughts are with you, my brothers and sisters.
Ya Allah please keep my mom safe. :'(
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
flower flower flower!!
Salam and hello, people. :)
It definitely getting warmer each day, and since few days ago, the most famous flower in Japan already started to bloom, the sakura or cherry blossom! Sakura flowers last for only less than a week so in this season, Japanese people love to go to picnic and enjoy having a good time and food with friends and family. This event is called "Hanami" or flower seeing and parks will be reaaaly crowded with so many kind of people who comes to have party under sakura trees.
For last 2years I didn't go to hanami for some reasons but I still could enjoy walking under full bloomed sakura trees and reading some books under the tree because there are so many sakura trees along side of the road to my uni. They planted sakura and Icyou(Ginko) tree next to each other so the road will be full with pale pink sakura patels in early April and will be full with yellow Ginko leaves in Autumn. How cool is that?? Actually, one of the reasons why I chose this university is that!lol.
Last Saturday I went hanaming to Yoyogi Park but before that I ran to see a doctor, I cut my finger accidently on Thursday and it was my 2nd time visit to change the bandage. :( He wrapped my hand and wrist as if I broke my finger and people keep asking ne what happened. haha. Seriously I almost fainted so many time while trying to stop bleeding because the cut was a little bit deeper than usual knife cut and I'm kind of person who faint easily when I see a lot of blood. But it was ok la, then I had chance to walk around my uni and feel the lively air, untill now many people come to my uni and the road to enjoy their spring walk, it's quite annoying. :(
That's all.
Hope you have wonderful day too!
It definitely getting warmer each day, and since few days ago, the most famous flower in Japan already started to bloom, the sakura or cherry blossom! Sakura flowers last for only less than a week so in this season, Japanese people love to go to picnic and enjoy having a good time and food with friends and family. This event is called "Hanami" or flower seeing and parks will be reaaaly crowded with so many kind of people who comes to have party under sakura trees.
For last 2years I didn't go to hanami for some reasons but I still could enjoy walking under full bloomed sakura trees and reading some books under the tree because there are so many sakura trees along side of the road to my uni. They planted sakura and Icyou(Ginko) tree next to each other so the road will be full with pale pink sakura patels in early April and will be full with yellow Ginko leaves in Autumn. How cool is that?? Actually, one of the reasons why I chose this university is that!lol.
Last Saturday I went hanaming to Yoyogi Park but before that I ran to see a doctor, I cut my finger accidently on Thursday and it was my 2nd time visit to change the bandage. :( He wrapped my hand and wrist as if I broke my finger and people keep asking ne what happened. haha. Seriously I almost fainted so many time while trying to stop bleeding because the cut was a little bit deeper than usual knife cut and I'm kind of person who faint easily when I see a lot of blood. But it was ok la, then I had chance to walk around my uni and feel the lively air, untill now many people come to my uni and the road to enjoy their spring walk, it's quite annoying. :(
That's all.
Hope you have wonderful day too!
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